Baby Christian. Bagong buhay, bago lahat. Andami mong gustong matutunan. Baby Christian. Spoon-feeding, lahat binibigay sayo. Anjan yung answered prayers. Like, “Lord sana wag po ako malate.”, “Lord, sana may magpaupo sa kin sa bus.” or “Sana Lord may manlibre sa kin.” Uy. Right after mo magdasal, instant! Agad-agad. Edi tuwang-tuwa ka naman. Mas lalo kang naeexcite at namomotivate na mag-mature pa as a Christian. 1 Cor 3:2 “I gave you milk, not solid food, for you were not yet ready for it. Indeed, you are still not ready.” Gatas ang pagkain ng baby hanggang sa ready na sya for solid foods. Una, breastmilk. Tapos Nido, Bearbrand o Alaska, kung nagtitipid ka Mik-mik muna. Susunod, Gerber na. Sunod, pwede nang siomai with rice. Pero as Christian, ang spiritual food natin ay ang Salita ng Dyos. Sige basa ng Bible, highlight nang highlight, iba-ibang kulay. Halos naging coloring book na yung Bible. Sa una, mababaw pa lang tayo mag- interpret. Kaya dapat magpray muna bago magbasa ng Bible. Ask for the Holy Spirit’s guidance para maintindihan at madigest ang natututunan mo. Hindi utak ang ginagamit sa pagbabasa ng Bible, puso.
Hanggang sa nagmature ka na nga. Nagmature na nga ba? Nabasa mo na ang kalahati ng Bible o natapos mo na lahat, naaapply mo ba sa buhay mo? Spiritual maturity is not about how much you’ve learned but on how you apply it to your life. May mga tinatawag tayong spiritual seasons: 1. springtime- short, intense burst of growth or yung spiritual high (times na spiritually on fire) 2. FOLLOWED by a PERIOD of STABILIZING and TESTING- fall and winter. We often feel frustrated with ourselves na after for example, youth camp or encounter, uyyy sobrang init mo kay God, puro blessings wooohhh! ansaya-saya mabuhay! but after a few days or weeks.. balik ka na naman sa old patterns mo. “Hala? Anyare sa kin??!” Sunod-sunod na pagkakasala, guilt, feel mo anlayo-layo mo na kay God. Yun, depressed na depressed ka na, di mo na kaya! You repent. You asked for forgiveness and God forgave you. When you ask God for forgiveness, you have to forgive youself also. We have no right to condemn ourselves. 1 Cor 4:3 “I care very little if I am judged by you or by any human court; indeed, I do not even judge myself.” We are imperfect persons, only God is perfect. Magkakasala at magkakasala pa rin tayo dahil nasa loob tayo ng makasalanang mundo. Prov 24:16 “For though a righteous man falls seven times, he rises again, but the wicked are brought down by calamity.” Ang mahalaga, hindi tayo nggigive-up sa sarili natin. Ang mahalaga, quick repentance. Balik lang nang balik kay God, sa huli naman sa Kanya ka rin tatakbo edi takbuhin mo na agad once na narealize mong naliligaw ka na ng landas. We have to be patient with ourselves because God is patient with us. Perhaps di naman sya napapagod magpatawad sa tin.. But this is no excuse to keep on sinning.
So yun, solid food na ang pinapakain sayo ni Papa God. Solid food: trials, sufferings and temptations. At one point in my Christian life, ansaya-saya ko, as in parang wala akong problema kaya pinoproblema ko yung problema ng iba. Wala na kong maipagpray kasi lahat na ng prayers ko sinagot na Nya. Walang..thrill. While yung mga kasabayan ko namang Christians, puro problema. I prayed, prayer na I don’t think a normal person would ask. I asked God for a problem, problems. Bakit? I want to test myself. I want to see kung nainject nga sa kokote at puso ko at sa lahat ng veins ko sa katawan ang mga natutunan ko kay God. Ganun naman talaga e, pagtapos magdiscuss ng lesson, nageexam. And I have this feeling na.. hindi ako tinatrust ni God.. na kaya kong maghandle ng problem. Ang weird but that’s how I feel at that time. God doesn’t give you trials beyond your measure of faith.
Oops! sinagot ni God. Wala nang bawian. Hindi pwedeng, “Ay joke lang po Lord!!” Edi binigyan Nya nga ako ng problema.. E mapagbigay si God e, di lang problema, maraming problema. May malaki, may maliit may tama lang, may problemang hindi naman problema pero pinoproblema mo.. may problemang hindi ko ineexpect.. problemang di ko ata kaya.. Hindi naman tayo pwedeng mamili ng problema!! Si God ang pumipili ng problema natin.. alam Nyang kaya natin yan, kahit sunud-sunod.. o sabay-sabay. You should be overwhelmed when God gives you trials because you know that He trusts you.
There are also times when God intentionally hides Himself from you so that you would seek for Him. We call this spiritual dryness. Nagbasa ka ng Bible, umattend ng Bible studies, nakikicellgroup kahit di mo kacellgroup, nagdasal, self-check na paulit-ulit pero wala pa rin. Napaparanoid ka na, “Lord, ano po bang nagawa ko? Bati na tayo oh.. hello? Anjan ka pa ba Lord?” Remember that God is a Spirit. God is everywhere. God is with us. God is IN us. Normal lang yan. Matuwa ka kasi sign yan na nagmamature kana. Faith, not feelings. Kahit na di mo mafeel si God, di mo sya nakikita or naririnig, naniniwala kang nanjan sya. He’s always watching you.. and you make Him smile when you trust Him instead of depending on your feelings.
Lastly, have a childlike faith. There’s always more to God. Napaka-mysterious ni God para masabi mong kilalang-kilala mo na Sya. Napakacomplex ng persona Nya. Seek for God, thirst for Him and be more intimate with Him. Desire to deepen and deepen your relationship with Him. “Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.” Jer 33: 3